In a crisis? Depressed? Overwhelmed?
Have you ever felt as though the floor had been ripped out from underneath you?
In a crisis, nothing feels safe. Maybe you've lost your home, a loved one has died, or you're facing the worst depression of your life. The things which once seemed so important now seem irrelevant and false. People seem far away at times, like you're walking parallel to everyone around you, but you're in an alternate space.
IF this is indeed where you are...
I say welcome not to be flip, but to offer a warm reassurance, because most everyone experiences some kind of "parallel" walk at one time or another. In life, we all get to be the blue duck at some point.
However, when you're in it...you're in it. It feels really lonely and scary. And often when you're in these places of despair, you honestly feel that no human being could possibly conceive of your pain. But the honest truth is that everyone, sooner or later experiences that uncomfortable place of not knowing how to make things better.
However painful, despair, burning despair, fear and crisis can sometimes lead us to make remarkable and meaningful life changes.
This despair, this depression....this crisis can be an entry point for you; it can be the reason you take a different turn in the road. Symptom and pain have a unique way of moving us into places we may never have gone. Suffering often provides a choice point.Crisis is from the from Greek word krisis, which literally means decision.
But don't let me get ahead of myself, as I said above, while you are "in it" you are "in it". Compassion is the best elixir and self soothing is a much needed balm. Be patient and loving towards yourself. You will heal and you will be ready.
One noteworthy warning to the blue duck experience: one of the most disturbing thoughts one experiences while walking in the grips of despair is that they will never return to "normal". They fear that the experience will never end. It's usually not actually the horrible situation or pain, but the fear of never getting over it, never feeling "normal" or "good" again that drives people over the edge. This thought is enticing to the mind, but it is a fallacy. Try not to get trapped by this line of thinking.
As I said above, most importantly, be gentle with yourself, give yourself patience and compassion. You will open...